Boy....
Gotta get used to high-tense relationships from now on. Gotta get used to stay calm...but HOW??!! Maybe by using some positive psychology concepts? Damn...oh damn me...I've informed somebody years ago about his duty, complete with helpful resources. I just took it for granted that this senior would take the responsibility with his heart. Not only that tough; everytime we met, he was always informed the latest news and some minor changes to the BRP, so that he could keep up with the updates. I'm very sure I have taken a full responsibility of being a good coordinator.
Until last week, when he texted me about his difficulty of teaching sessions he felt he's not so competence. Eh pak...kemane ajeeee....I crafted the BRP with my passion and love...in other words: I've given my head and heart to the BRP, and I am very very open to comments and changes. He agreed on the subject. When I asked him to comment the BRP, he didn't respond for God sake, so I took it that he agreed on the BRP. Last week he broke my heart by saying from all 7 sessions given to him, he could only teach 2 sessions and felt incompetence teaching the other 5. If he did that a month ago I would surely ask other person to teach the subject. But now it's very impossible to do! The schedule is this saturday PAK...and you already agreed to teach.
This morning I asked a friend (who is also his close friend because they are in the same department) to help me speak with him, she said that he's not ready to teach yet. One more, she urged me to initiate the class this saturday. Well...I don't know what to say. Despite my incompetence to the subject, I agreed to initiate the class only if they give me some insights on the subject: Positive Psychology. Little that I know about the subject from my experienced organizing the BRP. Oh dear, I'm used to "negative psychology" (in contrary to the positive psychology hehehe...) but now forced to quick understand the very new subject in my life? The responsibility over the class push me to my limit. Maybe I can master the subject in two days?? I learn from this experience: never break your promise, otherwise you create devils to yourself and others. Never disappoint others, otherwise they won't trust you anymore.
Kalo gw puasa, dah batal sejak pagi tadi kali!
Until last week, when he texted me about his difficulty of teaching sessions he felt he's not so competence. Eh pak...kemane ajeeee....I crafted the BRP with my passion and love...in other words: I've given my head and heart to the BRP, and I am very very open to comments and changes. He agreed on the subject. When I asked him to comment the BRP, he didn't respond for God sake, so I took it that he agreed on the BRP. Last week he broke my heart by saying from all 7 sessions given to him, he could only teach 2 sessions and felt incompetence teaching the other 5. If he did that a month ago I would surely ask other person to teach the subject. But now it's very impossible to do! The schedule is this saturday PAK...and you already agreed to teach.
This morning I asked a friend (who is also his close friend because they are in the same department) to help me speak with him, she said that he's not ready to teach yet. One more, she urged me to initiate the class this saturday. Well...I don't know what to say. Despite my incompetence to the subject, I agreed to initiate the class only if they give me some insights on the subject: Positive Psychology. Little that I know about the subject from my experienced organizing the BRP. Oh dear, I'm used to "negative psychology" (in contrary to the positive psychology hehehe...) but now forced to quick understand the very new subject in my life? The responsibility over the class push me to my limit. Maybe I can master the subject in two days?? I learn from this experience: never break your promise, otherwise you create devils to yourself and others. Never disappoint others, otherwise they won't trust you anymore.
Kalo gw puasa, dah batal sejak pagi tadi kali!
posted by Deb | 11:39 am
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